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[Dec. 15th, 2008|01:02 pm] |
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Whoot last entry! Haha. I can't wait or break. It's going to be so nicee. I just can't wait to get my second tattoo!! Daddy still has no clue about my first one haha. He's going to beat the shit out of me when he sees them haha. OH well he didn't feel the need to tell me about my 3rd half little sister so I didn't feel the need to tell him about my 1st or 2nd tattoo. He'll just have to be surprised.
So I passed drawing! I got a C+!! I know it's not anything special but hey it's better then nothing. She was in a good mood today too which always makes it better. If I didn't give her attitude that one day I probably would have gotten a B-. Whateverr It's better then an F.
So this weekend was interesting. I spent most of it with Matt. Weird I know. But he wasn't that bad. I was so stressed and tired on Friday I began crying and he came over and cheered me up. He kept annoying me and making me laugh. It was nice. I went to Ihop with Austin yesterday. I think I'm going to try to start actually moving on. I started crying last night because I'm so upset about everything all of a sudden. I think it's the holidays. Whatevsss |
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| nuber cinco |
[Dec. 7th, 2008|11:48 am] |
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Nikkie boo loves you. Not really. It snowed last night and now it's gone. I don't know I feel so like blah. I have to go to Wal-Mart today to get fabric for the presents. Christmas is right around the corner and I feel like I'm running out of time. I still have to no clue what to get Austin or Kait. I don't want to spend too much on him since we're not dating anymore, but I don't want to spend too less in case he gets me something nice. Blahhh
I really wish I had listened to that. |
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| numberrr 4 |
[Nov. 27th, 2008|07:30 pm] |
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING! I just got back from my family's in New York. Boring as usual but I guess that's family for you. Oh well you can't pick your family. I'm so tired and tomorrow Allie and I are going out for black friday!! I can't wait!! Last year was so much fun with her and Tyler :). I'm soo excited.
So yeah...last night I worked and then hung out with Kait. We found out that Tyler came out of the closet. She was devastated considering she's been in love with the kid since forever. But as long as he's happy that's all I care about. He has a boyfriend for I think he said two weeks. It's cure I'm just glad he's happy and out finally haha. We went to Theos last night and had quesadillas. Oh man I got soo sick. Not good.
I'm so tiredd. I'm working all weekend too so I don't get to catch up on sleep or anything. Plus I think I'm still sick. I keep losing my voice and this morning I sounded like a man. It sucked mucho. It's getting better but I still hate not being able to sing. Oh well it will pass soon enough.
Alright I'm out |
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| numero tres |
[Nov. 1st, 2008|09:09 am] |
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I'm so effin cold and bored and tired. I realize I complain a lot. OH WELLLL
So yeah Halloween was last night. I went out with Christina and her boy toy last night. We went to Melissas house, then took Toni trick or treating then went to the field of terror. It sucked though because NO scarers were out!! I saw Hilary's dad though which was nice. I also saw Troy and Janek :) Troy picked me up and spun me around. I was so happy too see him though. :) but all in all it was a fun night. I was out until like 2 2:30ish? It was fun though.
The big sale at the store is in 7 days. I can't wait I get to dress up as poochie!!! I wish I could have dressed up as sparky for the halloween party. I'm soo tired noww. I'll redo one of these
> 1) Single or Taken: single
> 2) Height: 5'5 1/2
> 3) Sign: leo
> 4) Siblings: zip
> 5) Hair color: red and blackk
> 6) Eye color: brown
> 7) Shoe size: 7 1/2-8
> 8) Full name: Nicole
*-;-* R e l a t i o n s h i p s~*
> 1) Who are your best friends: Austin Kait Lexi Kristina Steph and Allie
> 2)Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
> 3) Did you send this to your crush: no
> 4) Did your crush send this to you?: no
> 5) Name the last person you went out with before now?? Austin
> 6) Are you still with them?: no
> 7) If not, why did you break up? He doesn't feel like putting the effort into a relationship
> 8) How long has it been since you've been together? 4 months
> 9) Who are you with now? no one
> 10) Why are you with them? ....
;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*
> 1) Do you do drugs: no
> 2) What kind of shampoo do you use: Herbal Essence color me happy
> 3) What kind of conditioner do you use:^
> 4) What are you most scared of: being alone
> 5) What are you listening to right now?: Accepted
> 6) What car do you wish to have: red 69 charger<3
> 7) Who is the last person that called you: my mom
> 8) Where do you want to get married: in a gothic church
> 9) How many messenger buddies do you have? don't go on anymore
x. My Father thinks I am: going to be a fuck up in life
x. My mother thinks I am: i'm doing something good
x. My sister thinks I am: no sister
x. My brother thinks I am: dont have a brother
x. My grandma thinks I am: an angel
x. Three things you are often complimented for: butt,eyes,hair
x. A compliment you got that made you blush: You are absolutely beautiful
x. Makes you happy: austin
x. Upsets you: my family
L a s t . . .
x. Movie you rented:not sure
x. Movie you bought: Alvin and the Chipmunks
x. Song you listened to: Mama Mia
x. Song you've downloaded: don't know
x. CD you bought: not sure
x. CD you listened to: not sure
x. TV show you've watched: Accepted
x. Person you were thinking of: Marcus
D o . . .
x. You wish you could live somewhere else: yes
x. Others find you attractive: apparently
x. You want more piercings: yes
x You do drugs: no
x. You smoke: sometimes
x. You like cleaning: if i'm in the mood
x. You like roller coasters: yes
x. You write in cursive or print: print
x. You carry a donor card: no
x. You have a crush on somebody: yes
H a v e Y o u. . .
x. Ever cried over a boy/girl: yes
x. Ever lied to someone: yes
x. Ever been arrested: no
W h a t . . .
x. Shampoo do you use: ....look up....
x. Shoes do you wear: converse and vanz
x. Are you scared of: being alone
N u m b e r . . .
x. Of times you have been in love: once
x. Of times you have had ur heart broken: twice
x. Of hearts you have broken: none i hope
x. Of guys/girls you have kissed: a lot
x. Of people you've slept with: two
x. Of people you consider you're enemies: one
x. Of CDs' that you own: 50ish? at the most
x. Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: don't know
W i t h T h e O p p o s i t e S e x . . .
x. What do you notice first: eyes
x. Last person you danced with: um.. not sure?
W h o . . .
x. Makes you laugh the most: steph lexi kristina
x. Makes you smile: austin
x. Do you have a crush on: austin
x. Has a crush on you: don't care |
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| second entryyy |
[Oct. 20th, 2008|12:36 pm] |
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Well a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. I guess I should start filling you in from what's annoying me to what's no annoying me.
Well first off I'm really thinking about ending things with Matt. He's becoming really annoying, like he's always up my ass about everything and it's pissing me off. It takes a lot for me to get pissed but he's doing a bang up job. I don't know it's just like blahhh.
Austin and I have been texting everyday for like a month. I'm loving it for many reasons. Mostly because I seem yo have lost everyone else back at home. The only people I talk to are Matt Austin my mom and Kait. I don't know anymore I just am so confused with everything. Austin told me that I'm only the girl he wants to be with, but doesn't want the "burden of a girlfriend". !!!ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME!!!!! bahhhh
Well good side of everything is I'm getting really close with Steph Lexi and Kristina which is nice. I'm going to a party fridayyy which should be fun, get my mind off of shittt.
LATERRR |
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[Oct. 14th, 2008|04:49 pm] |
WELL HELLO LIVE JOURNAL! So this is my frist time writing in this thing in probably about a year or so. Wow has time flies. Well where to even start. I guess I could explain what has been going on lately. It's going to be a very long entry I can tell now.
First off, remember that lovely relationship I was in? Well say bye bye to that one. Yeah I know he broke up with me July 26, 2008. I never even saw it coming, but I guess unless you're the one doing it or it's mutal, you usually don't see these kind of things coming. Well the important thing is that we're still friends,actually the best of friends and I'm happy with even that. Don't get me wrong, I miss him like crazy, but I mean it was after all a 3 year relationship. Now I'm at school enjoying my life day by day instead of thinking too far into the future. I also have met this really cute boy. I like him a lot and even though he's back at home, I can see things turning interesting in a good way.
Alrighty so that pretty much sums up with what's been going on. I'm sick now which isn't too cool but I guess that's life for you. I miss writing in these things. I forgot how much fun it could be. Well there will certainly be more to come. |
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| um |
[Jun. 14th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
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| | "maybe I know" | ] |
FLIRT
What is "flirt", or "flirting", anyway? Is it really when two people talk with sexual innuendos? Or is it just a word that man kind made up as a form of jealousy? Either way it's bad when you flirt or to be known as a "flirt". But why? Isn't it just meaningless conversation between two people? Never. It's always words and suggestions being thrown around. Shouldn't you not "flirt" when you're in a relationship? Talking with sexual innuendos would be classified as cheating, would it not? Granted it's "just words and they are harmless" it would be stated as you find the other person sexually attractive and would like something to happen. There has been no action yet physically, but mentally everything it planned out. When the "flirting" turns physical then that's cheating. But complimenting people could be taken as flirting right? I mean, calling another person whom you are not dating hot, wouldn't that be cheating? Or flirting? Maybe flirting is cheating. I would assume so. Mentally at the very least. Then if flirting is cheating then isn't man kind cheating everyday at least once? Using excuses such as "it's just words" is not a good excuse either. Words hurt just as much as being physical. I was taught that calling another person hot that isn't your partner was bad. At least if they're not a celeb. Who knows? Maybe flirting is just a common thing for humans to do. Even then, humans should learn control. But hey, humans are just a bunch of animals.
Now that something to think about isn't it? |
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| wow |
[Jun. 11th, 2007|10:30 pm] |
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2 flippin years
who would have ever guessed? |
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| Ice Ice |
[May. 25th, 2007|09:41 pm] |
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| | groggy | ] |
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| | "diary of jane" | ] |
I just had cold stone and for some reason it really hit the spot.
I'm hanging out with Allie tomorrow and I'm really phsyced. I don't know what we';re going to do..maybe beach since it's open. i need to call her.
I got my hair done today :) it's blonder which makes me happy. yummy |
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| yeah |
[May. 23rd, 2007|09:53 pm] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | "closer"-nin | ] |
i decided to change it around. now i'm going to take my shower because i hate smelling like a pet store.
bbq with austin on monday :) yay |
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| ahhhhhh |
[Mar. 11th, 2007|10:42 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | "Lovers End" | ] |
ASpeedingBus: austin (me) love nikkie (you)
i love him so much it's ridiculous!
He makes me so happy |
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| hola |
[Mar. 10th, 2007|11:12 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | "Rock is dead" | ] |
You ever want to kiss someone so bad that all you do is think about it? You plan exactly how you're going to do it, what it's going to feel like and how they're going to react.
I feel that way now.
Tomorrow is a year and nine months. I don't even think I'm seeing him because he's sick. It upsets me but whatevs. He needs to get better. Besides I saw him on friday and maybe I'll see him monday after school. Who knows maybe he'll be better enough to see me tomorrow. I hope so.
It's not late but I worked from 9-5 so I'm beat.
I love you and only you. Forever |
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| v-day |
[Feb. 14th, 2007|10:41 am] |
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| | hyper | ] |
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| | "humps" | ] |
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
He already came by and gave me my gifts :) I got a build a bear kitty that says "you're my favorite valentine and i love you" and a white rose and a red rose :) i love him soo much!!!
this is going to be such a good day
for everyone the person know's who they are.
I love Austin like whoaaaaaaaaaaaa♥ |
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| tralalala |
[Feb. 12th, 2007|10:24 pm] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
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| | "break away" | ] |
two days in a row. I'm good.
So today at work I was alge cleaning the top row and fell and now my hand is cut up and my shins. yay for cut upness.
I can't wait to work at TRDC again :) it'll be allie and christina♥ i love them mucho.
Allie please rememeber i'm always here for you and that you are my best friend and i will never let you down in situations. |
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| bah |
[Feb. 11th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
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| | "Who let the dogs out" | ] |
Well thanks to my best friend I have decided to write in this.
It's been a year and eight months for Austn and I. I can't believe it. It's as if time is speeding up and I can't catch up. Pretty soon it'll be graduation and college. Allie is scared more than I am and it's a year away. She doesn't have to be though because it's not as though I can really forget about her. She's my sister and I love her too much.
I'm scared though and I will admitt it.
Austin is going to college soon and it makes me so sad. I wish he still had one more year here with me. But I knew this would come. Oh well Valentine's Day is on wedensday and that's all I should think about. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|10:30 am] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | "no return"-phantom of the opera | ] |
yesturday i went to great adventure with dani and her little cousin alexa. she's so cute! When we were waiting in line for the spongebob ride i almost fanited!! it was scary. Danis' mom got really nervous. haha. Then we went and got stuff to eat. Then went on some rides. Me and Dani went on the fairis wheel and we got stuck with these two really annoying kids! The one little kid asked me if i'd ever been to hurricane harbor and i said no then he asked if i wanted to go and i said "if you're not there" it was really funny.
austin should be home from pre season soon. :) yay |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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dude! i went to fucking megan wit a gs house today!!! :) it was uber cool!!!! i love her so much! we were swimming in the pool and she threw me in :-P her aunt is really weird though. not very found of her.
then later austin came by :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|11:22 am] |
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MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|02:08 pm] |
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| | "dig up her bones"-misfits | ] |
BAH! 5 more days :) i'm so excited!
3 more days for something else :) yay! |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|03:40 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | "brusies are back in style"-joj | ] |
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: no
2. Ran away: no
3. Pictured your crush naked: no
4. Skipped school: yes.
5. Broken someone's heart: i hope not!
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: yes.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeah.
9. Broken a bone: noppers
10. Done something embarrassing: of course
11. Lied: yes
12. Cried in school: a couple of times
WHICH IS [BETTER]...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite.
15. Girls or Guys: guys.
16. Flowers or Candy: flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaved
18. Blondes or Brunetts: brunettes
19. bitchy or slutty: bitchy
20. Tall or Short: tall.
21. Pants or Shorts: pants.
22. Night or Day: night.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: eyes
24. Like Being Spanked: no ?
25. Worst Question For Him to ask: can we have sex already?
26. Showered: yes
27. Stepped outside:yup
28. Had Sex: yes
29. Ever been Engaged/ Married: no.
30. Your Good luck charm: nothing
31. Person You Hate Most: no one really
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: my birthday is soon!
33. Where did it go?: huh .
34. Picture on your desktop: nightmare before chirstmas
35. Color: red and black and teal
36. Movie: phantom of the opera
37. Artist or band:jack off jill
38. Cars: i don't have a car
39. Ice Cream: half baked
41. Food: oranges
42. Makes You Laugh The Most:seeing dani fight with austin
43. Makes You Smile: austin
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: hilary
45. Has A Crush On You: austin?
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: austin
47. Who Has It Easier?: i dunno
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: austin
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: no
50. Save AIM Conversations: no
51. Save E-mails: some
52. Forwarded Secret E-mails: no
53. Wish You Were Someone Else:no
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no
55. Wear cologne: no
56. Kiss: yes.
57. Cuddle: yes.
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: i don't think so
HAVE YOU EVER....
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yes.
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: yes.
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: no.
63. Been Rejected?: yes.
64. Been In Love?: yes
65. Been In Lust?: uhm ?
66. Used Someone?: yes
67. Been Used?: yes
68. Dumped Someone?: yes
69. Been Cheated On?: no
70. Back Doored It?: no
71. Done Something You Regret?: yes.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: austin
73. You Talked To?: my mom
74. You Hugged?: my mom
75. You Instant Messaged?: dani
76. You Kissed?: austin
77. You Yelled At?: austin
78. You Dreamed About?:dont know .
79. Who Text Messaged You?: randee?
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: victor
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: austin
DO YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? sometiems
83. Have Tattoos? no.
84. Have Piercings?: just have my ears.
86. Own A Webcam?: no
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: no.
90. Habla espanol?: si
91. Buy Designer: no
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: yes.
93. Smoke?: yes
94. Schizophrenic?: nope.
95. Obsessive?: nope
96. Compulsive?: nope
97. Obsessive compulsive?: no
98. Panic?: yes.
99. Anxiety?: no?
100. Stressed?: yes
*~*Fake It:~*~
Name: Nikkie
Hair Color: burgendy
Eyes Color: brown
NationAlity: puerto rican and irish
~*~*Would You Ever:~*~*
Pose for PlayBoy?: if i was hot
Skinny Dip?: yes
Get a tattoo?: not sure
Make out with tha same sex?: yes
Cut your own hair?: no
~*~*Last Tyme you:~*~*
Talked to your grandparents?: i have no clue
Gotten a real letter?: not a clue.
Made your own dinner?: two days ago?
Bit your tongue?: a while ago
Danced in public?: yesturday
Sneezed on someone?:not sure
Kissed someone?: last night
~*~IF YOU....
*Had 6 wishes what would they be?: 1.win the lottery 2.get dani to stay here 3. get hilary some money. 4.new clothing5.have my dad come see me all the time 6.be 15lbs thinner
~*~*PERSONALS~*~*
Smoke Cigarettes?: yeah.
Do Drugs?: occasionally.
Drink?: not in a while
Have sex on a regular basis?: no
Cheated on someone you've dated?: yes
WOULD you cheat?: not now
Hate your parents?: no
Hidden talents?:no
Where do you stash your weed?: my diary |
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