1,2,3,4 Underneath the celler floor

Last entryy

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:21:59 GMT

Whoot last entry! Haha. I can't wait or break. It's going to be so nicee. I just can't wait to get my second tattoo!! Daddy still has no clue about my first one haha. He's going to beat the shit out of me when he sees them haha. OH well he didn't feel the need to tell me about my 3rd half little sister so I didn't feel the need to tell him about my 1st or 2nd tattoo. He'll just have to be surprised.

So I passed drawing! I got a C+!! I know it's not anything special but hey it's better then nothing. She was in a good mood today too which always makes it better. If I didn't give her attitude that one day I probably would have gotten a B-. Whateverr It's better then an F.

So this weekend was interesting. I spent most of it with Matt. Weird I know. But he wasn't that bad. I was so stressed and tired on Friday I began crying and he came over and cheered me up. He kept annoying me and making me laugh. It was nice. I went to Ihop with Austin yesterday. I think I'm going to try to start actually moving on. I started crying last night because I'm so upset about everything all of a sudden. I think it's the holidays. Whatevsss

nuber cinco

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:02:09 GMT

Nikkie boo loves you. Not really. It snowed last night and now it's gone. I don't know I feel so like blah. I have to go to Wal-Mart today to get fabric for the presents. Christmas is right around the corner and I feel like I'm running out of time. I still have to no clue what to get Austin or Kait. I don't want to spend too much on him since we're not dating anymore, but I don't want to spend too less in case he gets me something nice. Blahhh

I really wish I had listened to that.

Castro_Week 2.doc

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 20:57:46 GMT

WELL HELLO LIVE JOURNAL! So this is my frist time writing in this thing in probably about a year or so. Wow has time flies. Well where to even start. I guess I could explain what has been going on lately. It's going to be a very long entry I can tell now.

First off, remember that lovely relationship I was in? Well say bye bye to that one. Yeah I know he broke up with me July 26, 2008. I never even saw it coming, but I guess unless you're the one doing it or it's mutal, you usually don't see these kind of things coming. Well the important thing is that we're still friends,actually the best of friends and I'm happy with even that. Don't get me wrong, I miss him like crazy, but I mean it was after all a 3 year relationship. Now I'm at school enjoying my life day by day instead of thinking too far into the future. I also have met this really cute boy. I like him a lot and even though he's back at home, I can see things turning interesting in a good way.

Alrighty so that pretty much sums up with what's been going on. I'm sick now which isn't too cool but I guess that's life for you. I miss writing in these things. I forgot how much fun it could be. Well there will certainly be more to come.

um

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:47:33 GMT

FLIRT

What is "flirt", or "flirting", anyway? Is it really when two people talk with sexual innuendos? Or is it just a word that man kind made up as a form of jealousy? Either way it's bad when you flirt or to be known as a "flirt". But why? Isn't it just meaningless conversation between two people? Never. It's always words and suggestions being thrown around. Shouldn't you not "flirt" when you're in a relationship? Talking with sexual innuendos would be classified as cheating, would it not? Granted it's "just words and they are harmless" it would be stated as you find the other person sexually attractive and would like something to happen. There has been no action yet physically, but mentally everything it planned out. When the "flirting" turns physical then that's cheating. But complimenting people could be taken as flirting right? I mean, calling another person whom you are not dating hot, wouldn't that be cheating? Or flirting? Maybe flirting is cheating. I would assume so. Mentally at the very least. Then if flirting is cheating then isn't man kind cheating everyday at least once? Using excuses such as "it's just words" is not a good excuse either. Words hurt just as much as being physical. I was taught that calling another person hot that isn't your partner was bad. At least if they're not a celeb. Who knows? Maybe flirting is just a common thing for humans to do. Even then, humans should learn control. But hey, humans are just a bunch of animals.

Now that something to think about isn't it?

wow

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:32:03 GMT

2 flippin years

who would have ever guessed?

Ice Ice

Sat, 26 May 2007 01:43:01 GMT

I just had cold stone and for some reason it really hit the spot.

I'm hanging out with Allie tomorrow and I'm really phsyced. I don't know what we';re going to do..maybe beach since it's open. i need to call her.

I got my hair done today :) it's blonder which makes me happy. yummy

yeah

Thu, 24 May 2007 01:54:45 GMT

i decided to change it around. now i'm going to take my shower because i hate smelling like a pet store.

bbq with austin on monday :) yay

ahhhhhh

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 14:43:44 GMT

ASpeedingBus: austin (me) love nikkie (you)

i love him so much it's ridiculous!
He makes me so happy

hola

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 04:16:10 GMT

You ever want to kiss someone so bad that all you do is think about it? You plan exactly how you're going to do it, what it's going to feel like and how they're going to react.
I feel that way now.

Tomorrow is a year and nine months. I don't even think I'm seeing him because he's sick. It upsets me but whatevs. He needs to get better. Besides I saw him on friday and maybe I'll see him monday after school. Who knows maybe he'll be better enough to see me tomorrow. I hope so.

It's not late but I worked from 9-5 so I'm beat.

I love you and only you. Forever

v-day

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 15:45:16 GMT

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

He already came by and gave me my gifts :) I got a build a bear kitty that says "you're my favorite valentine and i love you" and a white rose and a red rose :) i love him soo much!!!

this is going to be such a good day
for everyone the person know's who they are.

I love Austin like whoaaaaaaaaaaaa♥

tralalala

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:27:09 GMT

two days in a row. I'm good.

So today at work I was alge cleaning the top row and fell and now my hand is cut up and my shins. yay for cut upness.

I can't wait to work at TRDC again :) it'll be allie and christina♥ i love them mucho.

Allie please rememeber i'm always here for you and that you are my best friend and i will never let you down in situations.

bah

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 03:36:54 GMT

Well thanks to my best friend I have decided to write in this.
It's been a year and eight months for Austn and I. I can't believe it. It's as if time is speeding up and I can't catch up. Pretty soon it'll be graduation and college. Allie is scared more than I am and it's a year away. She doesn't have to be though because it's not as though I can really forget about her. She's my sister and I love her too much.

I'm scared though and I will admitt it.

Austin is going to college soon and it makes me so sad. I wish he still had one more year here with me. But I knew this would come. Oh well Valentine's Day is on wedensday and that's all I should think about.

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 14:35:03 GMT

yesturday i went to great adventure with dani and her little cousin alexa. she's so cute! When we were waiting in line for the spongebob ride i almost fanited!! it was scary. Danis' mom got really nervous. haha. Then we went and got stuff to eat. Then went on some rides. Me and Dani went on the fairis wheel and we got stuck with these two really annoying kids! The one little kid asked me if i'd ever been to hurricane harbor and i said no then he asked if i wanted to go and i said "if you're not there" it was really funny.

austin should be home from pre season soon. :) yay

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 03:53:41 GMT

dude! i went to fucking megan wit a gs house today!!! :) it was uber cool!!!! i love her so much! we were swimming in the pool and she threw me in :-P her aunt is really weird though. not very found of her.

then later austin came by :)

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 15:23:48 GMT

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 18:09:47 GMT

BAH! 5 more days :) i'm so excited!

3 more days for something else :) yay!

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 20:00:34 GMT

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: no
2. Ran away: no
3. Pictured your crush naked: no
4. Skipped school: yes.
5. Broken someone's heart: i hope not!
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: yes.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeah.
9. Broken a bone: noppers
10. Done something embarrassing: of course
11. Lied: yes
12. Cried in school: a couple of times

WHICH IS [BETTER]...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite.
15. Girls or Guys: guys.
16. Flowers or Candy: flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaved
18. Blondes or Brunetts: brunettes
19. bitchy or slutty: bitchy
20. Tall or Short: tall.
21. Pants or Shorts: pants.
22. Night or Day: night.

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: eyes
24. Like Being Spanked: no ?
25. Worst Question For Him to ask: can we have sex already?
26. Showered: yes
27. Stepped outside:yup
28. Had Sex: yes
29. Ever been Engaged/ Married: no.

30. Your Good luck charm: nothing
31. Person You Hate Most: no one really
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: my birthday is soon!
33. Where did it go?: huh .
34. Picture on your desktop: nightmare before chirstmas
35. Color: red and black and teal
36. Movie: phantom of the opera
37. Artist or band:jack off jill
38. Cars: i don't have a car
39. Ice Cream: half baked
41. Food: oranges
42. Makes You Laugh The Most:seeing dani fight with austin
43. Makes You Smile: austin
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: hilary
45. Has A Crush On You: austin?
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: austin
47. Who Has It Easier?: i dunno
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: austin

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: no
50. Save AIM Conversations: no
51. Save E-mails: some
52. Forwarded Secret E-mails: no
53. Wish You Were Someone Else:no
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no
55. Wear cologne: no
56. Kiss: yes.
57. Cuddle: yes.
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: i don't think so

HAVE YOU EVER....
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yes.
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: yes.
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: no.
63. Been Rejected?: yes.
64. Been In Love?: yes
65. Been In Lust?: uhm ?
66. Used Someone?: yes
67. Been Used?: yes
68. Dumped Someone?: yes
69. Been Cheated On?: no
70. Back Doored It?: no
71. Done Something You Regret?: yes.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: austin
73. You Talked To?: my mom
74. You Hugged?: my mom
75. You Instant Messaged?: dani
76. You Kissed?: austin
77. You Yelled At?: austin
78. You Dreamed About?:dont know .
79. Who Text Messaged You?: randee?
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: victor

81. Who Told You They Loved You?: austin

DO YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? sometiems

83. Have Tattoos? no.
84. Have Piercings?: just have my ears.
86. Own A Webcam?: no
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: no.
90. Habla espanol?: si
91. Buy Designer: no

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: yes.
93. Smoke?: yes
94. Schizophrenic?: nope.
95. Obsessive?: nope
96. Compulsive?: nope
97. Obsessive compulsive?: no
98. Panic?: yes.
99. Anxiety?: no?
100. Stressed?: yes

*~*Fake It:~*~

Name: Nikkie
Hair Color: burgendy
Eyes Color: brown
NationAlity: puerto rican and irish

~*~*Would You Ever:~*~*

Pose for PlayBoy?: if i was hot

Skinny Dip?: yes
Get a tattoo?: not sure
Make out with tha same sex?: yes
Cut your own hair?: no

~*~*Last Tyme you:~*~*

Talked to your grandparents?: i have no clue
Gotten a real letter?: not a clue.
Made your own dinner?: two days ago?
Bit your tongue?: a while ago
Danced in public?: yesturday
Sneezed on someone?:not sure
Kissed someone?: last night

~*~IF YOU....

*Had 6 wishes what would they be?: 1.win the lottery 2.get dani to stay here 3. get hilary some money. 4.new clothing5.have my dad come see me all the time 6.be 15lbs thinner
~*~*PERSONALS~*~*

Smoke Cigarettes?: yeah.

Do Drugs?: occasionally.
Drink?: not in a while
Have sex on a regular basis?: no
Cheated on someone you've dated?: yes
WOULD you cheat?: not now
Hate your parents?: no
Hidden talents?:no
Where do you stash your weed?: my diary

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 15:33:43 GMT

9 more days until my birthday whoot! i'm excited! and then that means 7 more days until 2 months for me and austin. so cute right? haha

Hilary's here. she is sleeping right now haha. atleast i think she is. i'm talking to ray =) scratch that i WAS talking to ray. heh Ray: adios amiga i love that kid♥

i'm thinking about waking up hilary but then again i don't want to so i won't. well i'm off

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 05:32:24 GMT

yesturday was dani birthday♥ i hope she had fun. it seemed like shit did but it also looked like she was hiding something that was upsetting her. i hope she wasn;t.

peter left :( it's so sad. i'm going to miss that kid!

on sunday me and dani went over to emmys house! it was loads of fun. we took such funny piccys. if you want to see IM me bitches. i love those girls!

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 05:49:23 GMT

made out with a member of the same sex - yes

crashed a friend's car - no

stolen a car - no

been in love - yes

been dumped - yes

shoplifted - yes

been fired - no

snuck out of your house - yes

had feelings for someone who didnt have them back - yes

made out with a stranger- yes

gone on a blind date- no

lied to a friend - yes

had a crush on a teacher - no

skipped school- yes

slept with a co-worker- no

seen someone die - no

been on a plane - yes

thrown up in a bar - no

taken painkillers - yes

love someone or miss someone right now - yes

laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - yes

made a snow angel - yes

played dress up - yes

cheated while playing a game - yes

been lonely - yes

fallen asleep at work/school - yes

used a fake id - no

felt an earthquake- no

touched a snake - yes

had detention - yes

been in a car accident - yes

hated the way you look- yes

witnessed a crime - yes

pole danced -no

been lost - yes

been to the opposite side of the country- no

felt like dying - yes

cried yourself to sleep - yes

played cops and robbers -no

sang karaoke - yes

done something you told yourself you wouldn't - yes

laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose - no

caught a snowflake on your tongue - yes

kissed in the rain - yes

sing in the shower - yes

made love in a park - no

had a dream that you married someone - no

glued your hand to something - no

got your tongue stuck to a flag pole- no

wear/worn the opposite sex's clothes - yes

been a cheerleader- no

sat on a roof top - no

didn't take a shower for a week - no

ever too scared to watch scary movies alone- no

played chicken - no

been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on -yes

been told you're hot by a complete stranger - yes

broken a bone - noppers

been easily amused - yes

laugh so hard you cry - yes

mooned/flashed someone - yes

forgotten someone's name - yes

blacked out from drinking - no

played a prank on someone - yes

gone to a late night movie - yes

made love to anything not human - no

failed a class - yes

choked on something you're not supposed to eat- no

thrown strange objects - yes

felt like killing someone - yes

thought about running away - yes

did drugs- yes

had detention and not attend it - no

yelled at parents- yes

made parent cry- yes

cried over someone- yes

owned more than 5 sharpies- yes

dated more than 1 person at once- no

have a dog- yes

have a cat- yes

own an instrument- yes

had more than 25 sodas in one day- no

broken a cd- yes

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 05:37:37 GMT

it's like 1:30 in the morning and i'm up haha.
i'm talking to emmy and helping her out with problems. i'm glad her and i met. she is really a cool person. we got close considering she came to me and talked about it :) that made me happy. and i helped! so i was really happy with that!
EMMYPEAR521: i love you.
TOXIC kitten667: i love you too!! :-)

i'm hoping on sunday we hang out! and dani too!!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 19:43:25 GMT

whoot i'm at danis!! she's in the shower right now. correction she just came out in a towel. that's hot hahaha.

we have the same skirt and she is going to wear it even though i'm not. haha.

this summer has been fun, minus the me getting sick thing. it's been fun hanging out with austin,peter,mike,and dani everyday. and sometimes jason and randee. it's like whooa. not as much fun as last year because all we do is sit in austins basement. nothing destructive. but yet it's still loads of fun. :)

well me and dani shall be heading off to austins haha. what else would we do? =)<3

whoot

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 23:47:03 GMT

wow. this is going to be interesting. i was in the hospital for about 3 days because of a kidney infection....austin came and visited me though so i was happy:) hehe
he filled my WHOLE room with balloons!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3 hehehe i love that kid<3

it's going to be a month soon so yay:) hehe

i might see hilary on friday. we are both ill. lucky us<3

dude

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 15:44:54 GMT

(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else
( ) crashed a friend's car

(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

(x) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher/principal
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die

(x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Miami
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been moshing at a concert

( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) taken painkillers
( ) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
( ) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x)been in a car accident

( ) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

( ) sang in the shower
( ) had sex outside
( ) had sex in the bathoom
( ) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something

( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
( ) sat on a roof top

( ) madeout at a church/temple
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( )done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

( ) didnt take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone

(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking.
( ) played ding-dong-ditch

( ) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool/ocean
( ) been kicked out of your house

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 15:28:57 GMT

wow, i haven;t written in this thing for a while. ok well first off me and this kid austin are going out =) second off my mom found out i came home drunk that one time. and third off i have finals this week :( it sucks!

Nothing new besides that is going on right now. atleast that i can think of.